Saturday, April 23, 2011

death... why...why not...

/*I thought about this, but never thought about writing on this until i read this post on anurag gulati's blog (http://anythingcanhappenwhenyouareme.blogspot.com/2011/04/death-it-is-not-maybe-that-bad.html).*/

It might come to someone's mind (has come to some minds....) to just end it...  just end the life... be far away fom all the 'suffering' that is happening...or if someone dies, somebody else could say that the guy has gone to peace... forever... a long sleep.. its the best for him... seems totally incorrect to me.

somebody might believe in after life, but there is no reason to believe so. Just one more imagination from somebody's brain gone to become the belief of others. May be something is there, but u can't know it before dying! And after dying, there might be NOTHING! and  this is what i believe, that dying is the stoppage of everything in your body and nothing else. Death would not be freedom in any way, it will be nothingness...i mean it wont be anything... if i die... this means i am deleted.. nothing else...
I enjoy being on earth, being alive... and i want to be so... just like everybody but some...
If i want to commit suicide, just when i am about to jump, if i would just come back and wait for some days.. i think i would get new reasons to live... and i would do the opposite of repenting... (can't remember the right word!)

I heard a woman, saying that presence of somebody on earth is merely sufferings that somebody has to go through... Death is the best thing for somebody.. we should be happy if somebody dies because he is now free from everything... (She seemed to be a fan of OSHO.. i.e. rajneesh)
Now is there any reason that u can figure out for such belief? though i couldnt talk to her, i still think she had gone wrong somewhere. Just to remove the fear of death, someone had washed her brain... but i can't tell for sure because i dont know exactly what she meant...


I want to die satisfied, satisfied just when i move to my deathbed and not before that... all possible wishes of mine fulfilled... thats the best thing that could happen for me, not death.